So it’s 2012, I am 24 years old and counting. More or less my weird ideals and on the side of being incomprehensible are still there. So here’s a short list of 2011.

-made a lot of friends, especially in the music department. And learned that there’s a lot more I need to catch up as a musician.

-lose friends who are very dear to me due to misunderstanding and my attitude of expecting too high from people.

-learns nothing new

I think that pretty sums it up. So… derp. I don’t have any new year resolution or what to fix in 2012, that’s kinda how a boring person I am.

Ahem, Gentlemen.

If I were to describe the game… It was juicy, delicious and badass. Though some might find it offensive in some part, I think I had so much fun with it. Hey, it got me more addicted than Skyrim in the first try.
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I followed the manga back in 2006, waiting patiently for the release of each chapter, and now there’s an anime series out of it. There’s nothing wrong with that, but what disappoints me is the studio and cast. I really look forward to the stuff I like to be mainstreamed, as it’s hard to find anyone who have the same preference as I am. Really, did anyone ever read the Mirai Nikki manga back then?

Ah, my dangerous and destructive waifu. Gasai Yuno.

Don’t Say Lazy from K-On anime, played by SCANDAL. Made the guitar tab for my band, guitar only, since I know the bass part is quite easy.

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Short skirt + guitar sells?

The first episode of dotHack//Quantum : Walking Party

Those who are not familiar with dotHack series, it’s a story about a MMORPG that supposed to be far more advance than any MMORPG that existed today. It uses VR to simulate real life experience in the game in conjunction with a microchip implant in your brain; which causes all the trouble from the story. This one is a three episode OVA installment for the series, which feature The World R:X which is a newer version of The World. (more…)

As you all know, I’m a drummer now, and nothing more than a former guitarist. Heck did I have to mention I can play bass too? I learned everything, even keyboards, but looks like I’m still not satisfied.

What's the point of knowing everything when there's no one around to share it?

Well, I started off with guitar, and joined with people who I thought had the same interest as I am. Played many live show, jammed many times, just to know that I’m not compatible with their taste. And to proceed, I learned drum, since I don’t think I can find a drummer which will suit my taste of music. I already know how to play bass at this point, so if anyone need me to play bass which compatible with my taste, I have no problem to join them. (more…)

February, despite having only 28 days, is giving me the hardest time compared to any month I’ve been through. Lots and lots of bad things happened this year but my January is going really well. So where did I make a mistake? Then I realize, the key factor to all this, loitering. Yeah, I go out too much to hang out with friends, and waste money, and what not.

Well, it’s good to know that you have a friend, but are they a friend in need? … Maybe I should stop there. Then again, I felt like many of my time and money wasted going out loitering where I can actually use my time and resource for self improvement… which is really my hobby. Hate to say that I’m not the thinking type, and sorry for not paying attention for anything that happened around the world but my life is short lived and to go through it is more important to me than paying attention to something I can only know but takes no action. So I’m more interested in learning skills compared to adding more and more heap of tottemo cool information in my brain. Curse me all you want, but if everyone is a thinker, who’s gonna do the freaking job?

While you are busy thinking about plans, she's already my waifu. Something like that.

It’s okay if people don’t know me that much, it’s okay if my friends didn’t appreciate what I ever did but at least I can be of help to anyone in need. Being useless in a situation sucks, so let’s just train myself during this short mid sem break and hopefully March is a better month and I’ll be a better man.

Ganbare... Ore...

Again, Y write so much? This is the Op version. I didn’t tab the bass part, I got it somewhere else but using it as tempo reference.

THEATRE BROOK - 裏切りの夕焼け

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Must I say too much? Yokan by Heidi guitarpro file for rhythm guitar.

予感 - heidi.

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Y I No Blogging? Since I’m too busy stalking in facebook. Yeah I tabbed many songs but still not yet to put it up thanks to social networking addiction(not sure if you anyone even need the tab). Me, being a 21st century introvert are lucky to live in this era where connections are just a click away for approval. I add peoples I found interesting and try hard to interact with them despite being somewhat lacking in confidence to talk. getting to know peoples are an enjoyment and sharing their life with myself is an honor. Maybe this is a cultural shock to myself, since I rarely socialized in my supposedly sweet and musical high school life, so  being able to make friends with people is somewhat addicting.

Sweet friendship doesn't last forever as relation deepens.

Sadly, every happiness doesn’t last long. People wont stay friends forever like I intended them to. Some developed even a deeper feeling towards others and makes things really complicated. From there, everything sweet becomes bitter, everything beautiful is now a delusion, and everything gained now is lost. Though I’m not affected by this circumstances but watching it makes my tongue somewhat sour. I guess there’s an end to a sweet friendship and people need to make a serious decision sooner or later.

There’s also been a conflict with my best buddies, lately I’ve been too much of an asshole an keep screwing things up. And sorry I must reject some of your opinions that was imposed on me, too much busy with many things lately and I can’t keep up with too many people to interact to. Besides, I think it’s time for you guys to move on also.

For me? I’m a rockstar, need to stay away from any scandals and paparazzi. I’m only looking for CONNECTION, not to impress others, not to be claimed superior than others, not to share my daily life complains, but as a proof that I exist in a community.